Lying From You

When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can't pretend this is the way it will stay I'm just
Trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be 
So I'm 
Lying my way from you 
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside 
So let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life 
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you 
Is me 
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
Trying to bend the truth
But the more I push 
The more I'm pulling away 'cause I'm 
Lying my way from you 
{Chorus}: No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside 
So let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life 
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you 
The very worst part of you
Is me

This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said 
Would have you running from me
Like this {x4}
{Chorus}